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The Beautiful Illusion of Life: Why We Plan, Hope, and Chase Meaning in an Uncertain World

Life is strange. The most certain thing in life is death, yet death is also the most uncertain part of life. We wake up every morning making plans, setting goals, dreaming about what we’ll become, even though not a single one of us knows what will happen tomorrow. There is something incredibly unconventional about human beings; without knowing the future, we still build our entire lives around it as if everything we imagine will unfold exactly the way we want.

Maybe that’s what makes us human.

Maybe that’s what keeps us alive.

Hope.

Hope is the quiet engine behind every step we take. Without it, there is nothing to look forward to. A life without hope becomes an empty space where nothing grows. Yet hope itself is a paradox — we use it to chase things that might not even matter at the end of the day. Money, status, position, reputation… these are human inventions, temporary checkpoints we obsess over. They feel important because society tells us they are, but deep down, we know they are fragile accomplishments built on a foundation of nothingness.

We are a species desperate to understand who we are and where we come from. We want purpose. We want meaning. We want a reason to justify our existence in this giant cosmic accident.

So we keep asking the same timeless questions:

What is the purpose of all this?

Why does anything exist?

Who designed this?

Is anyone watching us?

Is God real?

And if God is not real, what fills that void?

These questions echo in every generation, and yet, the answers remain a mystery. It’s almost funny — we live our whole lives chasing achievements, chasing validation, chasing dreams that eventually disappear when we’re gone. One day we will die, and after some time, nobody will remember us. And yet, every day we behave as if our legacy will last forever.

Human existence is both tragic and beautiful.

We all know we are doomed, and still we love, laugh, cry, build, dream, create, and hope. We forget the bigger questions because we are busy surviving the smaller ones. We fight for careers, relationships, opinions, and belongings that won’t follow us when we leave this world. We get trapped in the bubble of survival, a bubble we rarely question because questioning it hurts.

But here is the truth:

No one escapes this bubble.

Yet some people wake up inside it.

Most of humanity lives unconsciously. They follow routines, obey expectations, and run after goals that society places in front of them. But a few — a very few — step back and see the entire structure for what it is. They realize that life is temporary, unpredictable, and often absurd. They understand that meaning is not something the universe gives to us; meaning is something we create.

Life may not come with a built-in purpose, but we can carve out our own.

Meaning comes from:

how we treat people

how we love

how we think

how we contribute

how deeply we feel

how honestly we live

how awake we remain while walking through this short existence

We may go extinct like dinosaurs.

We may vanish someday without a trace.

But the point is not to be remembered forever.

The point is to live consciously while you’re here.

To feel everything.

To question everything.

To grow beyond illusions.

To love without fear.

To live with clarity, integrity, and depth.

Maybe no one will remember us after we’re gone.

But while we are here, we can choose to live in a way that feels true.

And that alone is enough.

Maybe we are not supposed to escape the bubble.

Maybe we are supposed to understand it.

And once we understand it, we finally start living the life we were meant to live — a life rooted in awareness, not performance; in meaning, not illusion; in hope, not fear.

This is where real life begins.

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    Zohar Leo Palffy

    I liked your post. It accurately conveys the fragile state in which humans exist—between hope and uncertainty, between fear and the search for meaning. While reading, I caught myself thinking that your reflection echoes what I write about in my collection Between Thoughts.
    I decided to share a short excerpt — perhaps it will resonate:
    “We live as if everything around us is stable, even though we know that every support can disappear at any moment.
    And yet we continue to build, to love, to hope.
    Not because we are confident about the future, but because without hope, we feel empty inside.
    Meaning rarely comes from outside — more often it is born where we dare to be honest with ourselves.
    It doesn’t matter how much time we have left.
    What matters is how alive we remain while we are still here.”
    Thank you for this text. It reminds us that real life does not begin where everything is certain, but where we finally stop being afraid to look into the unknown.

    The Nature of Desires
    From the collection Between Thoughts

    Zohar Leo Palffy de Erdod

    There are topics I return to again and again—not because I know the answers, but because they continue to live within me, never letting go. Desires are one such topic. They seem to breathe their own life, come to the surface, disappear, change, break us, save us, lead us somewhere we would not dare to go ourselves.
    Sometimes I think that a person consists precisely of their desires — not of their biography, not of their habits, not of their decisions. But of those inner movements that no one else can see. And if we listen to them honestly enough, we can hear not just what we want, but who we are.

    1. Desire as an internal crack
    Every “I want” is an admission of emptiness.
    When there is a lack of love, a desire to be seen is born.
    When there is a lack of security, a craving for control appears.
    When there is a lack of silence, we begin to search for meaning wherever there is even a hint of peace.
    Desire is a wound that has not yet healed.
    But it is through this wound that movement enters us.

    2. The ancient that lives within us
    We are accustomed to considering our desires complex, individual, almost intellectual.
    But if we lift this cultural layer, we will find very old bones — instincts.
    Survive.
    Not be rejected.
    Find your pack.
    Leave a mark.
    To escape pain.
    And our entire “adult” life is an attempt to beautifully package these ancient impulses.
    3. Desires that have been imposed on us
    There are desires that look like ours — but they don’t smell like them.
    We strive for what society considers right: success, prestige, comfortable dreams.
    We want what those around us want — not because we need it,
    but because it makes it easier to explain our own lives to ourselves.
    And then one morning, a person realizes:
    they are not living their own desires, but someone else’s.
    This realization can be painful —
    but without it, it is impossible to start living honestly.

    4. True desires do not shout
    The quietest impulses are the truest.
    They are barely audible, they demand nothing, they do not threaten, they do not bargain.
    They just gently turn your attention: “look here… try it.”
    These desires almost always lead to places that are scary.
    But also to where the present is.

    5. The path to oneself passes through desires
    A person moves not toward objects, but toward their own wholeness.
    We don’t want things, status, or victories —
    we want to feel whole.
    Every desire is an attempt to fill what
    once broke inside us.
    That is why, when we achieve what we desire,
    it ceases to be important.
    Not because we are ungrateful.
    But because searching is our nature.

    6. The deepest desire
    At the core of the human soul is not passion, ambition, or fear.
    At its core is the desire for inner harmony.
    The desire to be oneself without distortion.
    So that the “I” stops arguing with itself.
    So that the voice inside is no longer a dozen voices at once.
    So that a person can breathe freely — not externally, but internally.
    We all want one thing:
    to be whole.

    7. As long as we want, we are alive
    It is not desire that is frightening.
    It is its disappearance that is frightening.
    The silence within a person can be wise,
    but it can also be a sign
    that life has gone too deep and no longer beats in the chest.
    Desire is the breath of the soul.
    Even if it is mistaken.
    Even if it leads us astray.
    Even if it causes pain.
    As long as you want, you continue to be.

    Conclusion
    I continue to write these chapters not to provide answers.
    Answers are boring and quickly fade away.
    But questions… questions live longer than we do.
    If you feel that these thoughts resonate with you,
    stay, stay close.
    Here, between the words, sometimes that very space is born
    where each of us can see our true “I want” for the first time.
    And if you have something to say, write it down.
    Your words can change the direction of the next pages.

    With gratitude and silence,
    Zohar Leo Palffy de Erdod
    “Between Thoughts”

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